{"id":257,"date":"2015-12-15T14:37:37","date_gmt":"2015-12-15T05:37:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/?p=257"},"modified":"2015-12-15T14:37:37","modified_gmt":"2015-12-15T05:37:37","slug":"i-made-up-my-mind-to-start-all-over-again-with-a-positive-energy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/?p=257","title":{"rendered":"I made up my mind to start all over again with a positive energy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right\"><em><strong>As Told By Min-sun Park 37\/F<br \/>\n<\/strong>(Translated by Marshal Yun and Stuart Smallwood)<strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-top: 20px\"><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 24px;font-weight: bold\">A<\/span>t the beginning of dynamic meditation, a wave of qi came from His Holiness the Jongdosanim to the practitioners.<\/p>\n<p>I usually get pain in my chest. In the middle of meditation and I suddenly burst into tears thinking, \u201cI have been working hard for my family and my success, but I never had an ardent passion for saving people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I felt sorry for myself who had been practicing Jeung San Do for 10 years without having any loving heart to save people. So I cried. I beat my chest in repentance and prayed. \u201cPlease increase my capacity. Make me a man with a compassionate heart. Don\u2019t let me be strained by a gnat and please make me a better man.\u201d The first session of dynamic meditation ended that way.<\/p>\n<p>In the second session, I tapped my stomach and my shoulders in pain. Suddenly my spiritual eyes opened. I saw a seed on the ground which looked like a ground cherry. I was in a quiet place where there were strings of ropes all over the place. Behind the scene, the sun was rising. I still don\u2019t know what it meant.<\/p>\n<p>At the end of the session, my ancestors gathered with a bright aura, tapping my shoulders and saying with encouraging voices. \u201cLet\u2019s do it again.\u201d And the whole session ended.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At the beginning of dynamic meditation, a wave of qi came from His Holiness the Jongdosanim to the practitioners.<\/p>\n<p>I usually get pain in my chest. In the middle of meditation and I suddenly burst into tears thinking, \u201cI have been working hard for my family and my success, but I never had an ardent passion for saving people.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotional-moment","category-experience"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p70zWc-49","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/257","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=257"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/257\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=257"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=257"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=257"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}