{"id":791,"date":"2015-07-14T16:05:43","date_gmt":"2015-07-14T07:05:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/?p=791"},"modified":"2015-07-14T16:05:43","modified_gmt":"2015-07-14T07:05:43","slug":"i-shed-a-lot-of-tears-of-repentance-because-i-was-not-ready-to-receive-the-blessing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/?p=791","title":{"rendered":"I shed a lot of tears of repentance because I was not ready to receive the blessing."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;padding-bottom: 30px\"><em><strong>The following is an account of the blessings of dynamic meditation during His Holiness the Jongdosanim&#8217;s visit to Dojangs around the country.<br \/>\nAs told by Jeong, Ho-tae (51\/M)<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n(<em>translated by Taeyeon Kim and Stuart Smallwood)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 24px;font-weight: bold\">I<\/span> did dynamic meditation many times in a Dojang, but I didn&#8217;t have a chance to complete the whole session due to my job. I usually join dynamic meditation in the middle of practice. But today, I joined the dynamic meditation from the beginning.<\/p>\n<p>In the beginning, thunder and lightning came from the right side of my head. Though many people were meditating while chanting mantras, their voices were low and the only thing I could hear properly was a big load drum sound.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, I began to shed tears. Though my face was all covered with tears, I did not stop. Tears continued to fall until the dynamic meditation was over.<\/p>\n<p>I sensed an invisible force from heaven pressing against my body. I realized, \u2018People, who are unprepared, will not receive the qi of dynamic meditation. A person of small caliber can not receive great qi. So far, I am not ready yet. People should also do many things to prepare. The great qi of dynamic meditation is only given to those who are ready.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>I know that our dao practitioners offer clear water every morning and evening with devoted meditation for 21 days and 49 days. I have been meditating every single day without exception since the 1st of January, 2015. That was the reason why I could feel this great qi of dynamic meditation, though I was not ready to receive it completely. So, it seems that those were my tears of repentance. I really shed a lot of tears of repentance.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know that our dao practitioners offer clear water every morning and evening with devoted meditation for 21 days and 49 days. I have been meditating every single day without exception since the 1st of January, 2015. That was the reason why I could feel this great qi of dynamic meditation, though I was not ready to receive it completely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-791","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotional-moment","category-experience"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p70zWc-cL","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/791","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=791"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/791\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=791"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=791"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meditation.jeungsando.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=791"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}