A smile of complete love of a white bearded grandpa
The following is an account of the blessings of dynamic meditation experienced during a Chiseong in Busan on August 26th, 2015.
As Told By Ju-ri Kim (28 F, Oncheon, Busan)
(Translated by Seok Kim, Maila Flurey and Stuart Smallwood)
When I was immersed in the sounds of jee-gee-geum-jee-wun-we-dae-gang during dynamic meditation, a scene suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. I wet my finger tips in the ink placed in a bowl beside me and continued drawing something on a big white sheet of paper, as if I was trying to express something. I was a mess. I had ink all over on my face and my clothes and then I noticed a white beard so I held my head up.
I saw an old man with a long beard reaching down to his belly giving me a big smile saying, “Wow, nice job!” It was a heart-warming message that allowed me to feel what it was like to receive complete love. I felt like whatever I did he was there watching over me. That smile was a warmth that I have never felt before.
I was sincerely sorry that I childishly prayed, “Please don’t reveal yourselves,” when I meditate because I was scared. After dynamic meditation I realized that everybody in this universe is receiving such complete love. So I made a promise to Pogamnim that I will bow for gratitude and repentance for myself and my ancestors.
During the Taeeulju Mantra dynamic meditation I felt heat around me but I was dancing like I was under soft water and I softly tapped my body. It felt like I alone was in a different world. During the Taeeulju Mantra dynamic meditation, I thought of the phrase “conquering all disease” and felt that my body’s pain and mental stress were being softly eased.
When it was done, I felt extremely refreshed, which made me keep on smiling. From now on, I will work hard to repay the blessings of heaven earth’s creation-transformation of dynamic meditation.